hmmm

weird weekend.. yesterday was ok. i worked though.. had to be at makro extravaganza and make sure cindy kurleto's autograph signing went well. nothing else happened.. i hibernated again! today was not a good day... hayyy how can i be sooo indifferent/uncaring? have i turned into an unfeeling cold monster? i was raised in an undemonstrative, unaffectionate family. hence, i've become conflict-averse. i think a bad side effect of this upbringing is that i seem uncaring or it seems that i take things for granted. maybe i'm really like this. my ex used to complain about it too.... sometimes i think i am too selfish, meant to be alone to avoid hurting other people.. if that happens, i'll just be a foster parent for babies... at least they won't feel neglected because they have to leave when they're two years old.. i don't know what to do...