life is a wonderful rollercoaster ride!

God is so good! A gloomy day ruined by bad intentions ended as a very very happy day!

Do all have days as crazy as mine????

This is one of those times when I feel so lucky! so blessed! i love love love my friends! i miss ALL of my friends! i miss our funny fun times together!

Basta I just feel super duper happy!!!

Partida I haven't had adequate sleep for more than a week now, I was bawling my eyes out earlier (yesterday na pala yun!) and I left the office just before midnight!

I love love love my life! hehehe sugar high ata to!

Ah basta... karma is real... :)

God is soooo good! Happy happy joy joy!

whew teamwork!

What a day! Month end is always stressful but exciting... especially if there's a chance that I will hit my goal... I even went as far as delivering items to Makro! Trivia: Mitsubishi Adventure can hold 100cs (500kg) of shampoo sachets! (Thank you Aira for lending me your personal car!) It was fun pretending to be a "pahinante". What we do for the love of our boss, for the love of Colgate! Hahaha my job's fun =)

hmmm

weird weekend.. yesterday was ok. i worked though.. had to be at makro extravaganza and make sure cindy kurleto's autograph signing went well. nothing else happened.. i hibernated again! today was not a good day... hayyy how can i be sooo indifferent/uncaring? have i turned into an unfeeling cold monster? i was raised in an undemonstrative, unaffectionate family. hence, i've become conflict-averse. i think a bad side effect of this upbringing is that i seem uncaring or it seems that i take things for granted. maybe i'm really like this. my ex used to complain about it too.... sometimes i think i am too selfish, meant to be alone to avoid hurting other people.. if that happens, i'll just be a foster parent for babies... at least they won't feel neglected because they have to leave when they're two years old.. i don't know what to do...

i'm baaaack!

i finally have a new post! been so busy working and thinking about work.... i'm am such a paranoid person. i'm so afraid of failure. i'm so worried about how other people see me. wala lang..

anyway, on the lighter side, i have had many booboos this week (akala ko ba light?!)

1. Thursday morning, a speeding tricycle ripped my front license plate off while i was crossing in an intersection in Camiling, Tarlac.... I had to pick my crumpled license plate from the middle of the road.... I don't know why but I actually found it funny.. :)

2. Thursday night. After fixing my stuff, I accidentally locked my key inside the trunk of my car... The funny (?) thing is, I actually thought (seconds before I shut the trunk) that I'd be in big trouble if I lock my keys in the car because the duplicate is probably in the office in Makati.
It was a good thing that the people in Microtel Luisita were very helpful (and skilled at opening car locks).

Sigh... lessons learned the hard way.

I've been eating and eating A LOT. I eat when I'm bored. I eat when I get paranoid! Can't get fat! All my coworkers are going the gym and dieting in preparation for our boracay trip! (My coworkers do not even need to be thinner!) Waaah... I really lack self-discipline... i ate erika's really yummy tuna pasta (the healthiest meal of the day). i discovered these ready to heat s'mores covered in m&m's, butterfinger and rice crispies! bad bad bad for me!

went to oriental and parkson! bought P1 greeting cards, $1 bags and more bags! i love shopping!
....especially if my money goes a long way! who doesn't!

i wonder if i'm going to be in sales forever. will i do well? will i enjoy myself? i realized that i only enjoy myself if i do something well (except basketball. i love basketball even if i'm not that good)
hmmm i wonder if I can ever truthfully answer the question "What do you want to be if money and how others think of you didn't matter?"

Goodies from the Office

Bought a LOT and i mean tons of soap, toothpaste, axion, ajax! There was this big sale in the office. The whole lot (3 big bags) was already pre-packed. I'm going to distribute the stuff to my relatives! :) Imagine there's 92 bars of soap, 77 tubes of toothpaste, etc etc! :) I feel like Santa Claus! :)

I'm currently obsessed with Pad Thai.... found this cheap place in Marikina... Krung Thai. The HUGE serving of Pad Thai costs only 80 pesos! :) yum yum! :) too bad it's so far! :(

Bad Ass Madapa Ka

Watched Rex Navarete's show last night at Megamall. It was funny because when we were about to enter the theater, a lady approached us and asked my mom if we wouldn't mind sitting in front. We were puzzled and asked why. She said we might be shown in the DVD they were filming for MTV. Flattered and suspicious at the same time, we said it would be ok. Twas a good thing! There weren't reserved seats! Had we not agreed, we would've been scattered in all parts of the movie house! Rex N is so funny! He can also contort his face to look like different people. It was so funny because his impressions Filipino lolas and moms reminded me of my own lola and some aunties!

There was this couple behind me in the popcorn line. The girl looked like she was a college freshman. The guy looked like he was in his mid or late twenties. The guy was being obnoxious, trying to impress the girl and the girl was laughing so hard at all his "jokes". It was sad because it seemed like both were trying too hard to please each other and I don't think they know each other well.... the girl was asking the guy how old he really is.... They sat behind us during the show and after the show, they had this 30-second smooch... It bothered me... Call me conservative but it wasn't really the kiss per se that disturbed me. It was the whole scenario of trying to seem as "fun to be with" as possible and trying so hard to impress the other.... I felt sorry for the girl because she seems like such a young girl.. The guy seems to know what he's doing.. Oh well!

Ate at UCC afterwards... I have had too much cheese today (fusilli with cheese and cheese plus white cheese pizza for lunch) but I still ordered their seafood penne gratin. It was ok but I didn't like the fact that my pasta had SOY SAUCE mixed in...

22nd bday.. older and wiser (?)

Had a party with kids from Virlanie's Marco Polo Care Center. They were so cute and very affectionate. They made me realize how lucky I am. It seems like all my problems are silly compared to what they've been through. There's JJ who got burned when he was 8 months old. He's so smart and he has a very healthy disposition. He doesn't complain when the metal thingies on his legs are adjusted. Orly who's seven, acts like he's so much younger. He was an abused child. He loves blowing bubbles. There's Analyn who's always smiling. She's a special child and gives hugs to everyone. I don't remember her name but she was just "rescued" last weekend from her uncle who burns her with an iron even while she's asleep. She said she was also dipped upside down in water when she was younger. I'm so glad I spent the day with them :)

I'm not as bratty about my bday as I used to be... hehehe having a bday bash with tons and tons of friends is not as important as before. This year's bday bash is more meaningful because I was able to share my blessings. God has been very good to me. I have a good job, a wonderful boyfriend, a loving family and great friends :)